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cashewlater) wrote2022-12-29 07:04 pm
cashewlater) wrote2022-12-29 07:04 pm
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[ cyno wouldn't have expected he would be back to school again so soon - not with his career keeping him as busy as it does - yet here he is, and he finds that he enjoys the change of pace.
it's not that he hates being an idol, but.. if he's perfectly honest, it wouldn't have been his ideal lifestyle. cyno does this because he's good at it, because it keeps his family happy and financially stable, because he can do some good with the money it makes, and give back. that's good enough for him. but he's also always wanted to finish out his schooling, to get a degree in something he's passionate about - he can't keep up this career forever, after all. he'll need something to fall back on in a few years.
so here he is, experiencing the college life. going to classes. ignoring parties. living with a roommate.
an.. incredibly cute roommate. cyno doesn't often find himself attracted to people - in fact, it's exceedingly rare - but something about tighnari draws him in. he's easy to talk to, honest and forthright, two things that cyno is incredibly fond of. so many people attempt to get on his good side by sucking up, simpering, being ingenuine.. being around someone like tighnari is incredibly refreshing. already it feels as if cyno has known him his whole life, for how well they get on, how their personalities mesh - yet another thing about tighnari that he can appreciate. cyno doesn't.. get along with people very well. he's too distant, too forward, too, oddly enough, awkward.
but he and tighnari are like cake and cream, they complement one another.
so much so that cyno finds that he wants to spend even more time with him, to be around his energy even more than he already is. they study together often, and perhaps cyno asks for clarification more than he needs to, if it means getting a little more of tighnari's attention. the weather is cold at the moment, as winter break approaches, but the two of them are tucked into their dormitory, warm and comfortable, tighnari spread across his bed surrounded by books, while cyno sits against it, his head rested back, chewing on his lip. he's dressed comfortably, with his hair pulled back. ]
I understand now. Thanks.
it's not that he hates being an idol, but.. if he's perfectly honest, it wouldn't have been his ideal lifestyle. cyno does this because he's good at it, because it keeps his family happy and financially stable, because he can do some good with the money it makes, and give back. that's good enough for him. but he's also always wanted to finish out his schooling, to get a degree in something he's passionate about - he can't keep up this career forever, after all. he'll need something to fall back on in a few years.
so here he is, experiencing the college life. going to classes. ignoring parties. living with a roommate.
an.. incredibly cute roommate. cyno doesn't often find himself attracted to people - in fact, it's exceedingly rare - but something about tighnari draws him in. he's easy to talk to, honest and forthright, two things that cyno is incredibly fond of. so many people attempt to get on his good side by sucking up, simpering, being ingenuine.. being around someone like tighnari is incredibly refreshing. already it feels as if cyno has known him his whole life, for how well they get on, how their personalities mesh - yet another thing about tighnari that he can appreciate. cyno doesn't.. get along with people very well. he's too distant, too forward, too, oddly enough, awkward.
but he and tighnari are like cake and cream, they complement one another.
so much so that cyno finds that he wants to spend even more time with him, to be around his energy even more than he already is. they study together often, and perhaps cyno asks for clarification more than he needs to, if it means getting a little more of tighnari's attention. the weather is cold at the moment, as winter break approaches, but the two of them are tucked into their dormitory, warm and comfortable, tighnari spread across his bed surrounded by books, while cyno sits against it, his head rested back, chewing on his lip. he's dressed comfortably, with his hair pulled back. ]
I understand now. Thanks.
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those words lighten a heavy burden in cyno's heart, and he releases a breath he had hardly realized he had been holding. most might scoff at the idea that a man of so much privilege would have hardships - and they might be right to, he does have a lot of privilege - but nevertheless, cyno is.. lonely. he has been, for a long time. his work keeps him so busy, and he's constantly surrounded by people, but do any of them really know him? do any of them care about anything beyond what he can do for them?
it's never bothered him, before. cyno enjoys what he does. but.. meeting tighnari has changed so very much. it's made him realize and notice the things he's never had, it's made him ache for the companionship he's never felt. when those warm fingers snag his own, cyno is quick to thread their fingers together, a soft chuckle on his lips as he slowly drags their noses alongside one another. ]
.. I want to kiss you again.
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Not if I kiss you first.
[ Gods, what a foolish thing to say, but he’s never been happier to be a fool, pressing his mouth again to Cyno’s, his fingers snagging in the front of his hoodie, tilting his head so their mouths slot together. He can’t help but reflect in the back of his mind just how perfectly their mouths fit together, which also makes him feel foolish, but he can’t bring himself to care.
He parts his lips, coaxing Cyno’s open in turn, deepening the kiss. ]
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it's even better, the second time. instantly, a shiver shoots down cyno's spine, and he groans, soft and quiet against tighnari's mouth, especially once he feels those soft lips part, drawing a rough exhale from cyno, the kiss pushing deeper. cyno obeys without question, his mouth opening against tighnari's, his tongue already questing, dipping into tighnari's mouth and gods, he tastes so good, and the slippery texture of his mouth lights a primal fire in cyno's belly.
thoughtlessly, his hands at tighnari's sides slip around to his back, bunching in his sweater and tugging, pulling him nearer, all but into cyno's lap, eager to have him nearer, to feel him close, warm and solid and real. it would be a lie to say that cyno hasn't though of this before, a hundred times before, imagining what tighnari's mouth would taste like, how warm his body would feel against cyno's own.. but his thoughts can hold no comparison to the real thing. ]
'Nari..
[ he murmurs, his left hand slipping up into that dark hair, thumbing at the base of one soft, sensitive ear. ]