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ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ ᴍᴀʜᴀᴍᴀᴛʀᴀ ([personal profile] cashewlater) wrote2023-03-27 07:02 pm
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ he has, in fact, been dolled up before. you don't get very far as a valuka shuna without understanding the value of your own beauty. it's the very first lesson that tighnari learned as a pup in his mother's lap, hugging his tail while he listened to soft, sombre timbers of her voice relaying stories of a bygone past and a history as old as the eternal oasis was young: that with acknowledging your shackles come freedom. an older tighnari, alone and shackled within the decadent cage of the sanctuary of surasthana, remembered those lessons, and made effors to test out the length of his chain. a seven-year-old valuka shuna could only make his way to the very fringes of the beautiful, curved brass bars with its inlaid flowers and kalpana lotus vines. his chain only afforded so much slack. but a seventeen-year-old valuka shuna, one who knows the poisonous properties of every genus of plant tracing back to the age of stone, and who sharpened his mind against the grindstone of liyue's finest doctors on loan to the sages for a joint project on herbal treatments for eleazar, added enough links to his chain that allows him free roam of a corner of akademiya's campuses, of greenhouses laden with padisarahs blooming in the soft vissudha loam and trees laden with heavy knots of fragrant tamarind. he hasn't forgotten, nor forgiven, the weight of the golden collar heavy against the sharp jut of his collarbones, but when you've been collared long enough, you learn to use the weight of it for other things: doors to be opened, books to be loaned, favours to ask for and to collect on. a future bargained for with the tightest of margins underneath the ever-roaming gazes of the sages.

there will be, one day, he knows, a day where the leash draws taut. that day came a month ago, when word of the newest general mahamatra appointment reaches the valuka shuna houses. tighnari was called in from the greenhouses. they dug the mud out from between his nailbeds, wrestled stray leaves and petals from his hair, scrubbed the dirt from his bare feet, and lathered scented oils in the fur of his long, trailing tail. one day, his akademiya-issue robes were removed, replaced with silks from wild liyuen silkflowers imported from stone gate, dyed with mulberry harvest from the valleys of raiden shogun's domain. his dissection forceps and sample tubes were replaced by delicate things wrought in gold and silver, emeralds matched to the colour of his fur and the singular, spring-green strand of his hair. starsilver was bent and pressed and refined into pale, moonlight rings of glinting silver, pressed into the supple perk of his breasts. but he kept his books. they didn't take those away. he'd argued, and received acknowledgement, from the scribe of the akademiya that his materials were borrowed under good faith using the appropriate credentials and paperwork, and they were only to be returned on the date of expiry. the shelves within his cage burgeoned with them. he didn't know if he could take them with him, but if nothing else, this cage will remain here long after he's gone - he will make do, figure something out, or another valuka shuna would take up the mysteries of botany. there weren't a lot of them, but there will be more.

there always is. there always will be. but tighnari, a valuka shuna from a long line of valuka shuna, loyal in their services and bonded to their caste until death, knows with a certainty that it does not matter where he ends up, so long as he knows the weight of his collar and the length of his chain. this is a brief change, an adjustment in the order of things, but he is oak, and he is root, and the roots of trees are known to worm its way through stone, given time and opportunity. he misses his fieldkit, but objects can be replaced. your mind couldn't.

that does not mean, however, that he needs to stand for nonsense. he's not to attend the ceremony. the valuka shuna are not for the public to consume with their eyes. legends cease to be so if everyone were to see said legends running around with leaves in their hair. but the quarters that they've prepared for the general mahamatra go beyond ridiculous. thirty minutes into his wait, tighnari can no longer stand for it. he hitches up the sheer silks of his tonbai torki, ties it high up against the jut of a hipbone in a way that would have the women of his wardrobe go faint with the indecency of it, and knots his sleeves the way a common deckhand would just to get it all out of the way.

and so that's how cyno would find him: ears perked and fierce, a scandalous, silk-clad thing dragging the gigantic pot of a redcrest cactus ripe with henna berries over from its honour guard by the door all the way over to the decorative balcony across the room. the opening of the door coincides with the kick tighnari offers the wrought terrace doors, the thing shuddering under the force of it as the clattering noise reverberates through the high-vaulted ceilings all the way to where the general mahamatra stands, at ceremony, in his own bedroom. the terrace doors swing open with the furtive sheepishness of a child judged. tighnari straightens up, and finally deigns to spare the owner of the room a glance.

he shoves at the pot, and it moves another inch towards the light.
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Oh, you're done? [ and then, with a quirk of his painted eyebrows: ] Are you going to just stand there, or are you going to lend me a hand? This redcrest cactus doesn't thrive in shade. Whoever decided to have it stand by the door had no training in basic botany. If this is the quality of education the Akademiya expects from its graduates, you should worry about the future of this country.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ expectations come from pre-assessed facts. tighnari isn't blind; the general mahamatra and his tale of single-handedly tromping through a desert to round up three hundred eremite scoundrels is one that they have already pressed into poem and song, a fun bit of entertainment in shisha parlours and during festivals. or so tighnari has heard. they've published the poem recently, bound by sumpterbeast hide, and he'd borrowed it from the house of daena when the rest of the akademiya got tired of hearing of the same story over and over again. it had painted a certain image of a man so set on bringing justice to the world that the song itself had forgotten that there was, in fact, a man behind the justice.

he'd wondered. he hadn't thought particularly hard about it. he hadn't thought about it at all, actually, until an amurta herbad within hearing mentioned about a potential case to do with the breach of doctrine, and tighnari hadn't been able to let it go.

expectations, then, come from fact. he wouldn't make the mistake of assumption without cause. the fact that the general mahamatra does not, in fact, take out his whip and teach him the ways that a valuka shuna should or should not act within the gilded halls of his palace is a risk calculated right. but the perk of tighnari's ears betray surprise when he finds help at his side, a pair of strong, lean arms to heft the pot over the threshold of the terrace doors and out into the open air.
]

The corner of the terrace will do. [ he says, the assessment coming quick at the heels of a glance across the stone and marble on display. it would be in direct line of the sun, and it would also be easy to drain, should there be rainfall this time of year. his gaze catches the tailend of the general mahamatra's regalia, dragged over the terrace like a bride's trailing veil, and then, making a proper judgment of it, perks his tail as he turns back to jab a finger back inside. ]

There's another pot of it next to the door. [ he explains, ] I'll get that one. There's another that some visionary beyond compare thought fit to put in your bathroom. Unless you'd like to have the scent of rotted henna berries accompany your business, General Mahamatra, I suggest that you move that one. Onto the balcony will do.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ cyno. his ears prick. perhaps, he thinks, expectations can be surmounted after all. he watches the general mahamatra's retreating back, the set of his helmet against the stiff, sun-kissed span of his shoulders. he walks like a man used to carving through sandstorms, expecting the very wind to part for his path. the glint of jewel and gold alike catches the slant of the sun, and tighnari thinks back to that moment on the balcony when he had paused, and looked at him.

orange eyes, like spessartite garnet mined from the depths of liyue's bountiful chasm. no less beautiful, yet no less dangerous to source, or so he's heard from kshahrewar driyoshes within hearing. he had, he thought, been smiling.

together, tighnari and cyno move three redcrest cactus pots out into their new home on the balcony. the large, dirt-green pitch-fork-shaped plants look evidently out of place surrounded by kalpana lotus vines and the gentle sway of padisarahs, and they do something terrible to the view of the skyline. but tighnari's eyes glint in something like satisfaction looking at them; at the very least, if this is to be his world from now onwards, he has molded a small piece of it to his satisfaction.

he looks back to cyno.
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I am Tighnari. I appreciate being called your Valuka Shuna concubine as much as you seem to appreciate being called General Mahamatra. Shall we agree to call each other by name?
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ he seems pleased, he thinks. the weight of cyno's gaze is like that of a desert storm - or so tighnari's heard. but based on his understanding of the world, he'd analogise it to that of the heat of the sun. plants thrive under such gazes, but only in amounts that they can tolerate. he knows people fear the general mahamatra. he thinks that they don't differentiate their fear based on the position, or based on the man. but cyno is up to his elbows in dirt, and his first task of the day after standing upright at his own promotion ceremony is to move around redcrest cactus pots. people ought to fear him, tighnari thinks, but not for the reasons they think they ought to.

still, he nods, because it doesn't surprise him that this is the case. he gestures for cyno to follow him into the suite once more, as comfortable in unfamiliar territory as lesser men would be in familiar ones, letting the knotted swathe of his dress down as he does so. it trails along the floor as his bare, painted feet glide against marble.
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You have questions, then. Come, I'll answer them. Have you anything to eat today? I know those ceremonies go on for far too long, and the catering wasn't done with you in mind.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ he feels, in fact, the press of cyno's gaze upon where his keepers had done their best to dress, paint and decorate him into something resembling the valuka shuna of old, the ones that are said to still slumber in the eternal oasis as king deshret's last gift to his beloved, the goddess of flowers, to keep her company for all eternity has left for her.

beauty is a useful tool. you need to know the value of it in order to measure the length of your chain. tighnari considers this as he sits down on one of the many plush couches artistically arranged in the room, his ears cocked. a man has needs. he knows this well. but right now, he's far more preoccupied with the knowledge that the general mahamatra is someone he now knows is prone to skipping meals. is this a typical thing, or a ceremony thing? he supposes he'll need to keep an eye out for it now that cyno is a part of his world, however large this world will be.

his ears flicker.
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You'll be placing the order through your Akasha terminal. [ it's not a question. his eyes flicker to where the dendro-green sigil would have been, floating over cyno's ear. his own ears are bare in comparison save for its decorations; who would give terminal access to an animal? ] If you have not eaten all day, I recommend something light. You may feel the inclination to go for a heavier meal to compensate, but I can assure you that your body will appreciate it less.

What are your thoughts on roasted figs?
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ long pale hair, tighnari thinks. like the mane of something with claws, and teeth. he'd thought that perhaps it was the press of the helmet that gave cyno that one-eyed look, but it seems that his hair simply slips into place the way a displaced river would, running headlong towards their ancestral riverbeds. it gives tighnari the sense that if eyes were the window to a man's soul, he only has but one window and one perspective to see it from. that's the problem with expectations. you build them up, and then, at some point, you brick up everything that you haven't considered. they say that the walls of king deshret's great palaces, contain skeletons within their layers, those who died to build the greatest monument to human history that side of the wall.

his tail settles by his side. not what he expected, he thinks, and snorts at that, a small, inelegant sound around the silk veneer of his veil. of course not. the valuka shuna of old, the ones that sang songs and played tricks on passersby and told riddles spanning the very heart of the world - those are dead. tighnari would know. the ones that are left are survivors.
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Please. [ he says, with a smile, and the glint of his canines catch the torchlight with silver-like precision. ] And a tray of assorted meats.

[ he is, after all, only an omnivore by name. ]
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ the akasha terminal's visor flashes, once, a brilliant green that reminds tighnari of the earliest of sprouts in spring, the ones that inevitably grow into the strongest and most vivacious of blooms. 'belong to me', he says, with the casual cadence of someone commenting on the colour of the sky, or the consistency of fabric. all the while, his fingers continue to undo each and every golden clasp and jewel that the household staff must have spent painstaking hours putting them on. he can imagine their dismay already, each jeweled bauble like stars plucked from a quicksilver sky. the tangle of hair left behind his tighnari's fingers itch. ]

I appreciate that. [ he says, in turn, continuing a conversation that, if he were honest, he hadn't expected to have today. but once again it boils down to expectations - it reminds him that he, too, only knows the justice behind the man. tighnari's green gaze holds cyno's for a moment as he considers this, his years flicking from one side to another. ] Though I'm well-aware of what you mean by 'here'. Outside of this room, appearances still must be kept, is it not so? And while I can speak freely to you, that does not mean your household is a part of that qualifier. Shall I put on an act for them? I'll admit, I'm terribly poor at it.
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[ ... his ears prickle. ]

By ear. [ he says, as bone-dry as the great hypostyle desert. really.

and because he can't help it:
] Which ear? Left or right?
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ terrible, he thinks. but cyno's face shifts, the smile spreading across it like a newly-minted oasis, water flooding to return to its ancestral basin, and tighnari thinks - the look suits him.

it's what prompts him to snort again, entirely inelegant, as he reaches for a handtowel left on the headrest of the divan.
]

Flattery won't help you, for whatever it is you're trying to get at. [ he gestures cyno forward. ] Come here. Let me help you with the make-up. It's smearing, and you look ghastly. You know that parents often invoke your name as punishment when children don't do what they're told? This look on you won't help.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ within reach, it's easy for him to lean in and wipe at the smearing paint around his eyes with the rough side of the hand towel. little by little, the orange of cyno's eyes recede without the blinding contrast of the paint - but the natural glint of it is not less pleasing, tighnari thinks, like a flower without accompaniments.

his tail settles next to them as he works.
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Do you not? I apologise if this is a difficult topic. I'm not surprised, however; you have the look of someone from the desert, and those from the desert who live in the forest often leave much behind.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a story behind this, behind whatever that's reflected in the jeweled-edged eyes of a man, like that of a miniature sun. tighnari weighs the timing and the need to understand - you may as well know, he says, but he knows from experience that not everyone as amenable to being read as they seem.

he considers this.
]

What do you remember of the desert? Tell me, while I fix the terrible things you did to your hair.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it doesn't come naturally to him, these things associated with grooming. his fingers are better suited for the sprouts in the dirt, for the petals of flowers and the thorns of cacti growing long, and proud, and tall within the greenhouses of the akademiya so far from their native homelands. much like cyno, he thinks, as he listens to cyno's recount, his fingers reaching into cyno's hair and gently teasing out the minute tangles there. spun silver through his fingers, like wayward moonlight.

it seemed so vast, he says.
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I've been told that the Valuka Shuna were companions to large, desert dogs that roamed the region. I've never been to the desert. I've seen pictures and read descriptions, certainly, but the vastness of it has never been something I could imagine.

[ after a moment, he offers: ]

The first time I had that feeling was when I left the Sanctuary of Surasthana for the first time.
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[personal profile] citer 2023-03-28 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
If I had, I wouldn't know the first thing about redcrest cacti, would I? Perhaps I'd lack so much sense that your suite would be decorated with them from floor to ceiling.

[ but there's a proud tilt of his ears as he says this, as if sharing in a secret joke. ] No, I convinced them that I could be trusted to roam. The place where I best spent my time were the greenhouses of the Akademiya. There's at least hands-on learning, there. You could touch something real.

- there. [ he smoothes out the tail-end of cyno's hair. tighnari sits back to observe his handiwork, and then, satisfied, allows cyno the return of his personal space. ] Better?

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