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[ well. it's time to make his move. it's now or never, isn't it?

the last thing cyno wants is to ruin their friendship by expecting something more, but.. he has to shoot his shot, right? if tighnari feels differently, he'll let him down easy, and life will go on. they'll remain friends. still, that doesn't mean that cyno isn't incredibly nervous. he's never really done this before, not really, he doesn't have too much experience, doesn't know where to begin.

but he does know that his feelings for tighnari are very strong, and that.. and that he thinks that tighnari feels the same. there's a magnetic pull between them, an easy attraction, surely tighnari must feel it, too. it can't only be cyno. nevertheless, their time at the movie goes well, and their coffee afterward, and when they return to the dorm, cyno screws up his courage and goes for it. ]

Tighnari, I -

[ he stutters, clears his throat, stepping up behind him in the kitchen. ]

Can we talk?

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[ Tighnari had perhaps put a bit more effort into his appearance for this movie get together even though Cyno hadn't said that it's a date but it kind of felt like a date -- all of it. There's a lot of reasons that maybe he shouldn't have let the lines get blurred... there's things that Cyno doesn't know.

But maybe Tighnari's a little selfish -- he really, really likes Cyno. He's liked him for a long time and he's carefully horded those feelings away. Their friendship means so much to him after all.

So his heart jumps into his throat at hearing 'can we talk' like that. He licks his lips and turns to Cyno, forgetting what he'd been doing. ]

What? Of course. We can always talk about anything, Cyno.

[ of course. they can talk about anything. he can trust tighnari fully. so why is he still so nervous? cyno fidgets, rubbing at the back of his neck. ]

I.. um.

[ his gaze darts away, and cyno can feel his face and ears beginning to heat up, a blush unfurling across the bridge of his nose. he just has to go for it. he has to go for it, and deal with whatever comes after - for better or for worse. cyno's throat bobs as he swallows thickly. ]

Tonight was.. it was nice. It's always nice, being with you, you know? I.. really like it. I really like you.

[ Tighnari takes in all the little tell tale tics that Cyno has, watching the blush spread on his skin and he feels his heart swelling with hope. And the confession is adorable and Tighnari's lips spread into an easy smile.

There's so many things he's hiding still but it's okay... for right now to set them aside right? To just enjoy this moment? ]

I knew it was a date.

You -

[ cyno's eyes widen a little, his flush doubling, but.. tighnari is smiling. that's a good thing, right? cyno meets his gaze, and swallows thickly. ]

Right. I guess I'm.. pretty obvious.

[ cyno isn't the sort to hide his feelings easily. he steps closer, reaching to gently smooth his hands down tighnari's arms, taking his hands to pull him a little nearer. ]

I've wanted to kiss you all night.

You are to me.

[ There's a lot of people who misunderstand Cyno. His expression can seem stoic and uncaring if people aren't trying to know him. The flush he has now is so cute, Tighnari wishes he could get a picture of it but that would ruin the moment and he feels tingles all over as Cyno's hands move on his arms, as he steps closer when pulled.

He feels like he can hear his heart pounding in his ears and his ears lower back as he meets the other's eyes. He squeezes his hands and tilts his head. ]

Then do it already.

[ tighnari isn't wrong, cyno is misunderstood more often than not. people shy away from him, which is fine, he's used to it, but.. not tighnari. tighnari knows him well, well enough to see right through him, right to the heart of the matter in an instant, which is both terrifying, and a little relieving, as cyno doesn't have to work too hard to explain himself.

but that..

that's all he needs. immediately, cyno surges forward, meeting tighnari's mouth with his own, kissing him hard and hot, both arms coiling around his middle, to pull their bodies together. ]

[ Tighnari's dreamt of this moment before. He'd never thought it would happen. He'd kept his feelings to himself for a reason, a really good reason but Cyno had made the first move.

He meets the kiss eagerly, though, perhaps he had not expected how intense it would be, that Cyno wouldn't start soft -- he should have known. He melts against him, though instinctively keeping his groin away from Cyno's. Hiding without even thinking about it.

Cyno tastes amazing on his tongue, the kiss steals his breath, steals every thought from his mind. His arms wrap around the back of his neck, letting their chests press together. ]

[ cyno is certainly capable of great softness, but he's a little.. eager. he's waited a long time for this, thought about it countless times, watched tighnari while he pored over his work, wondering what his lips might feel like. what he might taste like.

and now, cyno's learning just that. he's learning that tighnari's lips are impossibly soft, he's learning that he tastes sweet, and a little like the lingering coffee they'd had not so long ago. cyno's tongue dips into his mouth, tracing his teeth, gliding against his tongue, and cyno groans a soft, pleased noise between them, his hands slipping up tighnari's back, grasping at his shirt.

fire burns beneath his skin already. if tighnari is acting cagey with his hips, cyno certainly hasn't noticed, at least not yet, he's too wrapped up in the feel of tighnari's mouth, the intensity of their kiss, and how he just can't get enough of it. ]

[ Tighnari is always hyperaware of his body when it's being touched. Even now as a part of him is lost in the amazing kiss with Cyno the other part of him is focusing in and calculating how he needs to position and keeping track of exactly where every part of Cyno is.

It would be all too easy to forget with how good Cyno feels, with how good he tastes. He trails his nails along the back of Cyno's neck and into his hair, letting it slide along his fingers. ]

[ tighnari's fingers slip into his hair, dragging along his nape, and cyno breathes another soft, pleased sound into their kiss, his tongue curling against the roof of tighnari's mouth.

and his hands begin to wander. cyno's palms slide down tighnari's back, around his sides, settling on his hips and pressing - pressing back, urging him back against the wall to pin him there. cyno wants to feel all of him, to press close and sink into tighnari's perfect warmth, for cyno aches to be close to him, as close as he can possibly be. ]

[ Tighnari knows he's playing with fire but he just curls his fingers a bit more as the other claims his mouth and leaves him weak in the knees. The kiss is consuming, heated and spoke of both of their longings.

But the way the other's hands move lower start to make anxiety creep up his spine, but he lingers in the moment longer, letting Cyno press him into the wall. But still ready to make sure the touches don't go to far. He's not ready to tell Cyno. He's not ready for the rejection that will happen.

He knows Cyno's gay. He's heard the off hand jokes he's made and knows that what he has to offer isn't what Cyno wants. And he wants to be wanted by Cyno for a while longer. It's selfish.

He sucks on Cyno's tongue, getting more distracted by the need to make sure that he controls the points of contact when the wall to his back gives him a lot less options. ]

[ tighnari is amenable to his advances, and gods, cyno wants more, and more. he wants everything that tighnari wants to give, everything he could possibly desire. tighnari's back hits the wall, and cyno presses forward, arching forward. ]

You taste so good..

[ he whispers, harsh against tighnari's perfect lips.

and then he's pushing forward again, aligning their bodies, pressing one knee between tighnari's soft, supple thighs. ]

[ Tighnari's riding high on the pleasure of the kiss, the other's body, his words...

But before he can say a word, the other's knee is between his thighs and he can barely hide his panic. His mind quickly searches for some way to divert Cyno without overtly pushing him away. God, his cunt is aching to be touched.

The only thing that he can think of that doesn't involve pushing Cyno away is dropping to his knees. His hands going to the other's hips as he looks up at him with a mischievous look, carefully masking his panic with coyness. ]

[ this is.... unexpected.

when tighnari drops abruptly to his knees, cyno looks surprised, a little shocked, his brows flying high. they're moving very quickly. .. but cyno is also a horny college student, finally having gained the attention of the person he's been pining over for the past long year. he's not about to stop tighnari. ]

You.. you don't have to..

[ he asserts, but oh, he wants him to, his cock is half-hard already at the idea alone. ]

I want to.

[ Tighnari says and it's true. He wants to do this. He's thought about it countless times. He doesn't hesitate in working open the other's pants and pulling them down Cyno's hips as he looks up at him, licking his lips. ]

Do you want me to?

[ i want to, he says, and cyno's heart leaps into his throat. ]

Yeah, I - yeah..

[ he admits, even if it's enough to make him blush. he's certainly thought about this too, thought about tighnari's sweet, warm mouth around his cock, thought of fucking him into the mattress, thought of his own mouth between tighnari's legs, swallowing him down - he's thought of many, many things. gently, his hands sift into tighnari's dark hair, his thumb rubbing along the base of one ear. tighnari is so eager, already tugging down his jeans, where he'll find cyno hard and thick in the confines of his clingy black boxer briefs. ]

[ Tighnari feels a wave of relief. There's no danger of being found out when he's down on his knees like that. He feels an ache of pain in his chest wishing that he didn't need to hide to have Cyno, wondering how long he could keep this up...

He would get on his knees as long as it could be enough to redirect Cyno from the truth. He doesn't have a dick and Cyno likes cock.

A soft purring noise starts when the other rubs at his ear and his eyes are on the outline of Cyno's cock and he imagines what it would feel like inside him. He leans forward, his tongue licking the outline of the cock, sucking at the tip of the other's cock with a soft noise.

Even as he sucks and licks through the briefs, he slowly pulls his underwear down until Cyno springs free. His hand wraps his cock, and kitten licks at the tip as he looks up at Cyno. ]

[ tighnari mouths hotly at him through his underclothes, and cyno's cock twitches with want, his throat immediately running dry. he feels dizzy, hot all over, blood surging south as he stiffens up beneath tighnari's questing lips.

and then he's tugging him free of the confines of his underclothes, and cyno's pulse spikes. he's certainly not small by any stretch of the imagination, and he's only swelling further as tighnari gets a hand on him, teasing, licking at his sensitive tip in a way that makes cyno's knees feel week. looking down at him like this, with tighnari's lovely eyes up and on his face while he mouths at his cock.. it feels like a wet dream. like a fantasy. it can't be real. ]

You look.. [ he whispers, his hand in tighnari's hair tightening gently. ] .. perfect.

[ How many times had he longed for Cyno to look at him like this? He feels the ache deepening in both his heart and between his legs but he doesn't press a hand to himself. He can't risk drawing any attention to himself to his own body. But fuck the other's cock is perfect, the way he's looking at him and the hand in his hair. ]

Cyno...

[ Tighnari moans softly and wraps his lips around his cock and suckles at the tip, slowly stroking the other's cock. He squeezes his hand as he strokes him, slowly pulling him deeper into his mouth and he just wants to impale himself on Cyno's cock quickly but he also wants to draw it out. ]

Fuck -

[ cyno can't help the swear that tumbles from his lips when tighnari begins, suckling at his tip, stroking his length with his soft fingers and palm, swallowing him down deeper, deeper, as deep as he can manage.. it's all cyno can do not to snap his hips forward and bury himself in that perfect wet heat.

it isn't long before his legs begin to feel like jelly, and cyno has to lean back against the dresser behind him, one hand clasping tightly at its edge, white-knuckled. he is, of course, blissfully unaware of tighnari's internal struggles, all he knows is that the man he loves is on his knees for him, mouth wet around his cock, and it's the best thing cyno has ever felt. his free hand grabs at one of tighnari's ears, pulling gently. ]

So.. so good..

[ Tighnari would have been perfectly happy to get face fucked if Cyno gave in at any point. Still watches the affect he has on the older man, sucking him deeper and deeper, starting to bob his head. As his ear is pulled, Tighari moans, his tail stiffening for a moment.

He is all the more eager to work over the other's cock, his hand wrapped around the base as he gets used to his girth and length until the point he feels comfortable moving his hand to the other's hip and working on taking him deeper with each bob of his head. His tongue rubs up against the underside of the other's dick, eyes closing as he gets lost in it.

Pre-come and saliva quickly start to cover his chin and he makes no move to wipe at it and his sole focus is on making Cyno feel good. ]

[ gods, tighnari is really getting into it. cyno knows he isn't small, but that doesn't keep tighnari from going at it like a champ, swallowing him as deeply as he can, until cyno's tip bumps the back of his throat. his head bobs, and cyno is lost.

it won't take long before he's undone. cyno's not exactly very experienced, it's been a long while since he's been touched by anyone but himself, and he's never gotten anything more than a quick handjob. he's certainly never had his dick sucked, not by someone he's insanely, deeply attracted to. cyno is sure he's going to wake up any moment now, hard in his pants, covered in his own spend. ]

'Nari, I'm close -

[ he breathes, his exhale shuddering, his nails pressing into tighnari's scalp. ]

Pull back..

[ Tighnari whimpers a little when he's told to pull back. He doesn't want it to end. He's panting as he does what he's told, though, feeling those nails. ]

Why?

[ He'd be more than happy to swallow down everything that Cyno has. ]

[ he looks so perfect, flushed and debauched, his lips and chin shining with precum and saliva both - gods, cyno could come just looking at him, at that lovely, turned-on expression, at the sight of tighnari on his knees. he won't forget this image any time soon. ]

I don't want to.. err, I mean -

[ he starts, biting hard on his lower lip. it's not that he doesn't want tighnari to swallow - ]

Only if you want..

[ Tighnari licks his lips as he looks at Cyno, his own face flushed with the arousal he feels even if he's completely ignoring it. He can nearly get off on just this, on making Cyno feel good.

He smiles at the other's stumbling and leans forward to lick the tip again languidly. ]

You can fuck my mouth you know.

[ He says giving the other permission to move if he desires. He takes his tip back in and gets back to work sucking and pressing him deeper. ]